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A week from now endless couples and star-crossed lovers will be celebrating Valentine’s Day. Unfortunately for us poor ill-fated-souled singles, Valentine’s will just be another normal day for the world to rub in that we have yet to find that special someone—my unconscious is no different.
Just this morning while taking my usual after-Math-before-Fil ‘power nap’, I had a dream. I was in our old house, the house I grew up in** with my older brother when all of a sudden an earthquake hit. (A really strong one at that!) Normally, (in real life), I would be the first step out of the house and into open ground, no matter how unbelievably ratty my clothes are. I would rather people see me in ratty clothes than crushed under columns of our house. But in my dream, my brother and I were already outside in our garden when I decided to go back inside the house to get dressed. My brother got mad and screamed at me while I ran back inside. Inside, I went back to my room, put on my socks and rubber shoes, changed to cleaner, more presentable clothes and ran back outside. Then all of a sudden, a pipe inside our house erupted and water started spraying everywhere. I, however, wanted to go back in! “Kunin ko ipod ko!” I stupidly said. (My nano is so special! Haha! ;b) My brother tried to stop me, “Hindi mo ba napapansin?! Hindi na kaya ng bahay!” Stubbornly, I willed against his words and ran back inside. After grabbing my nano, I went to my parents’ room and got our family pictures. Haha. :D Because I figured they were the things that meant a lot to us and that in the middle of all the chaos, seeing our pictures and how pretty were would brighten our spirits.
When I stepped back outside, the earthquake had stopped, and there was this fatherly voice (which I figured could have been our Fil teacher, Sir Jamendang, or my dad) who said, “Anong natutunan mo sa earthquake, Cria?” Bewildered, I asked, “What?!?!” thinking that it would be another episode of ‘Ang pagmumuni-muni ni Cria Pasquil’ (a previous episode would show me staring into space trying to connect my love for iced tea to my love for my dad). The voice said it had something to do with my love (or love life, whatever). It said the earthquake symbolized the kind of man I want in my life. And my dream-self thought, “Ha?!? Naga-shake?! Disruptive?! Scary?!” And now my normal/awake-self is thinking, Shux, do I really want a man who, like an earthquake scares the heck out of me?! I’ve always had a thing for bad boys but…woah. Haha. :D
I don’t know. I don’t want to think about what my dream could possibly mean, other than it just means I’m happy with my life right now and that like an earthquake, my perfect guy will pop out unexpectedly, all of a sudden and without warning and yes, he (his presence, existence) will TRULY be felt. :D
(And yes, I just figured out what my dream meant whie I was writing down this blog.)
**It is said that the house you grew up in, the house you always live in is where your soul will rest if you die. Freaky right?
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